Me Myself and I

......Ammm well, what can i say about me, all people talk about is that josh is thing and that. But is you realy want to know what Josh is all about ,,,,,, have a look at this. It has come to my attention that most of us don't know who realy are from inside... because one thing i know is that we all what to look good from out side and realy know what the inside realy holds.

We are in the 21 century so making me being me is all i can do to be a part of what i realy what in life.... Well know a days we have what i call .... " Social gain:'.... how do i put this in order, we all are building up our lives thru social network, How. we have to be a part of what realy make us. from Facebook to twitter and the rest of the know media collection we all what to be a pert of.

I would realy what to let my fellow being that just being you realy make live worth living and always making what i like to call a good life

a good thing i would love would be live positively and having a healthy life all the way thru..

I hava dream

I hava dream that one day lgbti community wil b accepted worldwide,that i wil b able to kis ma womans lips n hold her hands witout the fear of being discriminated.i hava dream that one day al wed my woman publicaly witout being hit by media or looked upon by family.i hava dream that my woman n i wil have children n that our kids wil move freely,n not banished by the society because of thea parents sexuality.yes i hava dream.a dream that our rights wil b recognized,a world wea al humans wil b treated wit dignity n respect.a world where we shall not b judged by our sexual oriention but by the content of our character.yes i hava a dream.

Take Everything Written By Josh Cabs Maish (C) 2009 SRO Productions

Tie this rope around my neck
Bound my hands behind my back
And I'll show you that I'll break out (Take Everything)

Rape me of my dignity
Take my pride and throw it to the side
And I'll show you how to stand tall (Take Everything)

Take what is not yours
Inside it will always be mine
You cant bring me down today
I'm smiling because I found happiness
This is the new me living with the spirit of God above

(So)

Rob me of all of my wealth
Strip me naked for all to see
And I'll show you how to continue on (Take Everything)

Hit me upside my head
Beat me black and blue call me faggot
And I'll show that you cant hurt me anymore (Take Everything)

Take what doesn't belong to you
It will always remain within me
You words don't hurt me
I'm flying free because I broke all the chains
That held me down for so long

(So)

Hurt my feelings
Put me down
And I'll show you how to stand like a man (Take Everything)

Take everything I own
Blindfold me and fuck me up
And I'll show you how to go on (Take Everything)

With God inside of me
Your words cannot hurt me anymore
The storms you created
No longer cloud my vision
You can have everything
I don't need your silly dreams

"Truth Be Told...My Gift is My Curse"

Years ago, I realized that I was born with a gift.

I realized that with my words, people's spirits and hope I can lift.

I've been through alot at such an early age. Yes I too have been drinched by the rain.

I try to help everyone that has crossed my path, told me there deepest secrets, and asked me to release them from a past that has filled their present with pain.

For the most part, I had succeeded.

So I thought, because truth be told, my vision is being depleted.

The vision of being that "go to" person that everyone admires.

My faults as a man, has made my creditiability began to expire.

It's not what I've done, but how I did it in which I was in the wrong.

I tried to take everyone's pain away and forgot about my own.

In which caused a serious build up once my situation got grimm.

I felt as if my soul was fading away like a dying rose, my petals were even falling from the stem.

Comments repeatedly being said that I'm not the same person they knew before.

On the outside I am numb with no reply, but on the inside im screaming "I AM STILL 4EVERMOORE!!!"

But still remain silent, because it hard to explain, and no one will understand.

It's not easy to walk a mile in my shoes, have a complex mind like me, and keep a head full of hair, without losing a straind.

My gift is my curse because I dont always go about the right way of handling situations.

Yet I am young, so in life, I still have many lessons to learn from before I reach my final graduation.

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.